part one:

breathe.

exhale.

pretend that everything is okay while your eyes are glued together to keep tears from falling.

i crave your heart. your touch. your mindset.

until i find someone else.

until i find myself.

until i move on.

until i feel free.

until i’m at peace.

i’m growing.

i’m learning.

i’m stronger than ever before.

i missed the old me. the free me. the happy me. a different P.

life is all about change.

life is all about the unexpected.

life still went round and round, while those tears were piling around. there were 47 buckets, but who was keeping count. felt good to be loved by you, but i’m living for me now.

simply carefree.